I learn

With so obstacles going on right now, or rather for the past few months, I've decided to keep my focus on nothing else but my final year project. Even if I were to break down, I will make sure I will only do that when I submit my work during assessment day. At least I know that I never gave up and I have done myself proud. I do not want to regret for not giving my all, I don't want to disappoint others or worst, disappoint myself. This is what keeps me going :

"After a while you learn the subtle difference

Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning

And company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts

And presents aren't promises,

And you begin to accept your defeats

With your head up and your eyes open

With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,

And you learn to build all your roads on today

Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans

And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn

That even sunshine burns if you get too much.

So you plant your garden and decorate your own soul,

Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure

That you really are strong

And you really do have worth

And you learn and learn

With every good-bye you learn."